Sometimes is not i don't wanna accept anything, it just...i don't know how to accept...you are just too good to me, by my side everytime when i faced problems, cheer me up when i was down...everythings is in my eyes, i saw and of cause i knew...but really sorry that i cant satisfy you like others did...it is just not me~ You understand women well, you know im not ok when pretend to be fine, you know everything when in still struggling to hide myself...and i know you just want me to be 'somebody'...i know you're in tense now and i really don't wanna pressure you anymore, there is a choice whether you choose to stay and remain you 'investment' on me without regrets [which i know someday u would if i remain silence] and continue to be the 'umbrella man' or you can just dump me here n find another girls out there...i'll respect your answer~