倾倒的愿望

BIRD CAGE LIFE

Looking at the wide sea bluish sky ahead, but we ourselves are locking our heart close like da bird in the cage...what makes me felt that way?? Hmm, i guess most probably is my past...dare not to touch or gain any, nor leave anywhere away from the safe zone...=)

曾经 。不想长大

曾经 。不想长大

曾经拥有的天空,
曾经拥有的彩虹，
曾经一起荡过千秋的时空,
曾经我们拥有的时光,
如今只剩下回忆...
不想长大，也变成了童话...

看着自己慢慢的长大，
发觉镜子里的自己也开始长白发，
才正真了解岁月真的不留人啊...

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THE UMBRELLA MAN

Sometimes is not i don't wanna accept anything, it just...i don't know how to accept...you are just too good to me, by my side everytime when i faced problems, cheer me up when i was down...everythings is in my eyes, i saw and of cause i knew...but really sorry that i cant satisfy you like others did...it is just not me~ You understand women well, you know im not ok when pretend to be fine, you know everything when in still struggling to hide myself...and i know you just want me to be 'somebody'...i know you're in tense now and i really don't wanna pressure you anymore, there is a choice whether you choose to stay and remain you 'investment' on me without regrets [which i know someday u would if i remain silence] and continue to be the 'umbrella man' or you can just dump me here n find another girls out there...i'll respect your answer~

My current status

LEAVING

Girl: " Although im sad, although i cried...but i know is time to let you go...you finally got your wings, and i know is a must for you to leave me...Dun worry, the tears dripping every night that wet my pillow, wouldn't kill me like the wound in my heart does...So just let teddy be my mate, cause 'he' had heard a lot bout my story n part of u too..." =)

Tape= the memories i had with u, came out of my mind, getting blur and empty when time passed...